People knows distance is my phobia because it drifts two minds but the more pathetic part is that I feel you so far when you're just right in front of me. 

Perhaps I can only be brave and expressive here. And I don't wish that it would be the last time I say so when the feeling still grows. 

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎 偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁

You know who you are

Saw this somewhere else from someone. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel this way. You're always a special friend

 of mine. Thanks

Nonchalant.

Had abandoned my ranting arena for so long to the extend that I can't even recall what was my last post about. Haha just a quick update because hmm, I feel to do so. Hahaha btw I hate rainy day. Haha

Overthinking with my favorite songs on really, kills. Haha. It's true that it was true and strong but reality proved us that wasn't enough and so we got a little bit number and eventually just let it be. 

Loving this song.

       "If happy ever after did exist

I would still be holding you like this"

River flows in you.

"What's your biggest fear?"

"Darkness."

"Silly girl. "

"What about you?"

"Losing you."

"Silly boy. "

If you never made me so dependent on you. 

Die crying.

What goes around comes around. I probably too used to push people who actually care for me away so, I get how they feel now. For those who doubt the existence of karma, oh yeah I know it because it just hit me.
Okay I promise that I'll try not to push people away again. I was really afraid of losing this cation friend. An electron nor an anion, neither of them I wanna be. Hello proton you're really a very important friend to me, not a simple particle yknow. You must ensure that I become a proton too and you can't abandon this proton-in-the-process friend. Proton friends will never ever repel each other. Bear in mind. I don't care. Be my good cation friend forever and complete my conversion to be a proton. And TA DAAAAA both of us will be happily spreading positivity everywhere. See I'm so optimistic now I'm a half-way-done proton. Oh ya believe in law of attraction. Keep in faith that you can fulfill your dream at that certain place and it'll come true as protons have strong attractive force. +++++++++++++++++++

Hello dear readers, please tolerate with my insanity tonight. Alright sweet dreams world! Proton rocks+++

Happy birthday

A special post dedicated to two of my important friends.

To: Unnie

Saeng il chu ka hamida!

Stay healthy. Stay strong. Stay cheerful. Stay creative.

Getting prettier and slimmer.

Stay the way you are.

Good luck for SPM.

All the best for your future undertakings.

BFF.

I miss the days

we chitchatting in class with diamonds

eating in class like nobody's bussiness

watching running man in class

gossiping in class

k-pop ing in class

jumping on the sofa while singing k

naming nicknames that no one else could understand

doing add math seriously in pn tan's class but then making noises while doing mod math

staying in my house and planning for IU day dancing performance

chitchatting overnight and becoming two walking zombies on the next day

practicing for chorus speaking in primary school

spending 11.11.2011, both 11am and 11pm together

taking each other's house like our own house

covering each other to change clothes in my dad's car

complaining seeing each other way too often until wanna puke

I shouting that you molested my stuffs when you touched them

I annoyed you by wearing my bangle around my arm in my cardigan and said: eh lynette i've muscle

we got so excited when we finally got into the same class together with yao jie

laughing over yao jie's trolled face

laughing over ajh's sampat ness

scolding ppl who annoyed us when we're busying

singing out loud in 1 bistari with en ning, yao jie and bling

taking out all the stationeries in pencil box and pretending to sell them

imitating the special way our bm teacher called us

'booking' seats for ssi gang in mr lim's class like nobody's bussiness by using all of our text books

taking turn and covering each other to sleep in mr lim's class

imitating the way mr lim saying 'swirl' and 'whirl'

etc.

Thanks for

always being here for me

being an awesome and thoughtful sis

being my manager, postman, translator, bodyguard

enduring my dramatic life

staying cool and calm for every nonsense happened throughout my secondary school life

forgiving me

understanding my phobia

being able to sense that I'm not okay very soon even though I smiled, when no one else could

hugging me when I cried

going through all the tough times with me

smiling together

You 'll be an awesome designer. Keep in faith and never give up on your dream.

I'll always be free for you on 14th of March, every year.

Nichun loves you.

From: Dongsaeng

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To: kk

Happy birthday!

I think by the time you open your fb inbox, you won't wish to see me wishing you dy. hahaha

Sorry for calling you kk again. oops

cause i don't want to type your name here.

it's my tradition to type ppl's nickname in my blog instead of their names. Lol

anyway,

Stay cheerful but please don't be that cheerful because it makes you more qian da.

Stay healthy. Stay happy. Stay smart. Stay sweet with yao jie.

Grow taller but don't grow fatter.

Gain height but not weight.

Incerase in cm but not kg.

HAHAHA

Once again, wish you have a lower growth rate for your mustache as it really annoys me and making me have an urge to slap you. Lol

Be more hardworking to shave it. Stop excusing yourself from shaving it by telling me that it'll still grow back rapidlt. Siao da bor. Will you stop eating as the food you took will always be digested? Lol

Please cherish the pencil box as I still remember how they conteng your last pencil box.

And cherish the one and only correction tape as I believe none of your coursemates will supply you endless eraser and correction tape like how bling and I did -.-

Suddenly realized that I treated you so well. haha

Please remember to bathe after exercising to keep your coursemates from suffering. HAHA

Sometimes I think that you're already joyful enough and that's why you don't like to eat dessert. Lol

Don't ask for extra marks anymore. I'll never forget this haha

Don't steal ppl's pen cover anymore. I'll anti you. Cunning kk.

Giving sweets is a wiser way to know someone. Hahaha at least it works for me.

Stop pissing me off and making me even more pekcek-.-

Thanks for

being my punching bag almost every day

being scolded and bullied by me all the time

listening to my endless rant

enduring my pekcek ness at 11pm LOL

being an audience for my drama LOL

not biting me. okay jkjk don'tbe angry

hahahaha

Yao jie loves you.

Felicia Chin loves you.

But you love frisbee.

oops

From: duck