If, I could think simpler.

PMR PMR PMR. The first thing that comes to my mind when I wake up. I feel super hyper paper apple pineapple purple STRESS now. sigh sigh sigh. I really scared of bm paper and of course others. :( I try to throw away other troubles and strike myself into non-stop studying. Anyway, I know i have to face them after pmr, I am just running from them. I am stupid and definately a coward. So what? Because my heart doesn't know where to lead me to. Teachers said, relax and you can do well, since you prepared for a long time. Well, I really wish that. haha

This few days, I received her messages. Just feel weird without reason. Perhaps, because of him? OMG. Why would I feel guilty to her? Ishhh. I hate this feeling man. I did nothing what. Maybe, I think too much :D

Really, I hope everyone gets straight a's in PMR and also, include ME :D

Actually, I wanna shout out loudly. Actually, I wanna text you non-stop. Actually, I need a BIG BIG HUG from you. Actually, I wish I don't think so much. But how? It's hard to describe this feeling. Just, PHOEBIA.

还没决定往哪走，才所以不能答应你陪我，怕你会变成我

After all.

Everyone says, follow your heart but, what if even your heart also lost it's way.
Where should you go to? I don't know.
what I really know is, I get so weak, after all these.
Thanks to you, I build a firm door inside my heart.
Locked.
I shouldn't believe.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
But do you honestly expect me to believe, we could ever be the same.
You should 've said no, baby and you might still have me.

到最后我可以不爱了，你却说舍不得
拒绝你挥霍着，重蹈覆辙
请别以为我还会相信你

但，或许。

Super random.

School reopen. Awwwww. I hope my bm can get A and also for every subject. Hee.

Today i just realise a friend and i really got mo qi X)Who 's that? Firstly, before teacher changed our exam seat, he said this time we won't sit beside each other already but who knows, he still sit beside me X) Second, after bm paper 1, he said are you cold? yea I AM. haha. Third, we chose the same topic for bm essay. Forth, we wrote the same points for novel. Fifth, we even chose the same evidence to support our points. Well, I was shocked. Pn Zanariah, we are good students, never tiru. XD

Liyu uses a super pinky bag. We very mo qi also because i bought a pink bag too. I gonno use it tomorrow :D

Today, shan dian xia competition with leshan = I win :D hee.

I meet my lovely friends in school, finally :D IMY. haha.

Faster text me la you, I wish you to jiayou for me D:

We all have troubles, but try not to think of them first, focus on our coming beloved PMR =] everything will be fine.
Chan Li Yu, Lynette Neo, Lai Leshan, Chai Li Jun, Lim Ler Yi and Foo Zhe Siong, jia you

Today's mood ===> so so .___.

Leave is the right step.

Time is the most honest teller.
When time revealed the truth, no more funny excuses.
No more fool is waiting here.


When everything is just uncertain, just leave and never look back.
永远，已经到期。
等待，你我都不再天真。
傻瓜，你我都不会再当。

多希望我们还是那时的傻瓜 :(

The scar

只是小伤口，那又为什么，随时碰就随时痛
只是小伤口，时间绑架我，你不需要关心我


从头到尾，不是只有你在努力，
凭什么放弃。
你不懂，
还痛。
When will it recover,I wonder.

New blog. New life.

Well, I can't even remember when was the last time for me to blog. I bet it's damn long ago until I forget my password. Nice to have a new blog, get rid of old posts, past stuff, but is it get rid of my memory? Hmnnn. I am not that sureee. At least, I have the courage to start a new life, without you, but with my lovely and caring friends.

Today, I must force myself to finish form 1 & 2 science, although i haven't started a single word yet.

My new hobby, sending lyrics to leshan. My mood will always be better after this.

Pmr is coming, well, I am still blogging. Lalala. I don't care.

Supprisingly, I miss you suddenly. OMG. I keep telling myself it's nothing, but is it?