A sudden emo mood.

Yeah. This 's the second or third post today. I got no idea in this. Perhaps, I 'm too bored but I got a few drama to watch actually. Perhaps, I 'm too free but I have't done my study yet.

Anyways, I can't keep on updating my blog in the coming year.

2011.

This four digit will be a busy year for me.

I 'm kinda sure for it ._.

Suddenly, I feel down.

Down down down. So down.

I don't know why. That's weird.

Something happended, and it reminds me of the past. I 'm useless.

I shouldn't think of it even one minute one moment or just a single second. That's cruel.

I hope what I think is true.

I hope the ______ is no longer important to me. I hope the ____ is not _______ anymore.

I feel like bang into the wall.

I feel like pouring a big pail of icy cool water on myself.

2010.

Too many things had happened.

Bad or good. Laugh or tears.

Smile or frown. Excitement or disapoinment.

Sweet or sour. Happy or sad.

To love or to be loved.

Somebody came. Somebody went.

Things will not always go on like we wish.

So the only way is, be calm, accept it, and letting go.

Learning to let go, so only will the Time heals the wound.

What is going to happen in the next year?

Who knows?

Nobody.

Live without worrry.

Hope that it will be a perfect year.

But I know, it won't.

Nothing in this world 'll be perfect.

再大的委屈，伤痛都捱过了

或许变得更坚强勇敢

但，也许

只是逃避

That's just a idiotic act that I did.

Yet, the out come is not a really happy one.

No matter why, I got a strong, weird, bad feeling.

I wish this is really what you think of.

If not, I 'll sure feel guilty.

As long as she is fine with that,

I got nothing to say.

I 'm worrying about her, seriously.

My sweet dearie,

<3

I hope you 're really okay.

I hope you won't hide your real feeling.

Just bottle them up to me.

I 'm always ready to listen.

Jiayou.

As long as you two still love each other.

*HUGS*

and, it reminds me of us.

the memory, the dreadful past.

Stay silent and feel the pain.

It won't happen anymore,

I swear.

What a complicated feeling.

THANKIEW THANKIEW THANKIEWWWW! <3

Congratz to everyone who gets straight A's for their pmr and same to me! :

So kinda super duper paper very marry berry ferry HAPPY!

I 'm lazy to upload the photos so please check it out in my facebook :)

And I went KSL with lynette and met liyu they all there! :D

And I am wearing contact lens.

Oh yeah! XD

When my mom and bro asked me, why two of us become stranger and we din't dare to chat. That's only one word to describe the situation ======> AWKWARD!


To: my dearie girl <3

Be strong. I 'm always here.

Don't be afraid.

Everything gonna be alright.

Nothing bad will be happened.

I 'll pray for you here.

Whatever gods, please realise her wish.

My shoulder is always here for you.

Stay calm and jiayou.

Your forever sister is supporting you now and forever.

* HUGS*

<3

To: that boy

Please.

That's funny enough to see somebody repeat my own mistake.

So please DON'T.

Treat her well and cherish her.

My dearie does love and care you lotz.

So,

make a real wise decision please.

N-E-R-V-O-U-S

Today is winter solstice. I just helped my mum to cuo tang yuan! :D Got pinky punya!

Today so nice got tang yuan to eat! :D

But tomorrow,

will I going to be doomed?

CHOI CHOII CHOIII!

I hope I won't.

I wish everybody get straight A's.

Including ME!

Guan ying, Jesus, Shiva and semua god,

please, I want straight A's.

8 A's

Wish all form 3 students

GOOD LUCK

Chance.

To: you should know who you 're

You make me believe in love but then break my hope agin and again. Sweet or Hard. I remember all these. But now, bye. Chances given out but you din't treasure and now you plea for more. I won't fall into your trap anymore. I won't let myself suffer anymore. You can straight away blow to your friend how good you treated me yet I let you down. Go ahead if you think what you say is true. Timing is really important in love. Please let go and we 're still good friend.

She said, ''Give him a chance.''

Yea. I give him that.

I give both of us a chance.

I don't know whether it's love or not.

But love takes risk.

So, be brave.

Today will be a meaningful day.

Finally, after 3 years.

I accept. Haha

20.12.2010

<3

Break Up Hug

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了 我能做得很少

原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告 不坦白的主角

最后留着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

爱能让人渺小

苦笑冒充微笑

浪漫得不肯逃

但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到

你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要

爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好

我知道 你留着和她所有合照

明明面前是答案 却撕掉不要

我知道 我们和你们不能比较

我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐

越是挣脱越缠绕

我比你明了

He asked me to listen.

I understand. Sorry.

I don't wish you are the second person to ask me hear this.

I hate him treating me like this, but I feel I treat you the same.

You are not a substitut.

It's just I do not have the bravery to take the risk of love.

Wtf

You are such a freaking jerk. Who do you think you are? I don't wish to pollute my blog but your overboarding action is really pissing me off. know you are elder than me and that's why I never talk back you no matter what rediculous mistakes you made. But there's one thing you should know- You are elderly but it doesn't mean that you are always right. You should know your position just like I know mine and that's why I always remain silent for the years ago. But you are getting too much nowadays. You should be a model role for us but you never did. You always be vexatious and then forcing us to accept your funny and stupid and weird temper. I respect you for the past years because you are elder but since you never appreciate whatever we 've done. I have finished my part so I won't compromise anymore. We got the right so we no need to submit to humilliation. Pls don't take everything for granted.

SO,

TAKE BACK YOUR MADNESS.

KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND ZIP IT UP.

STAY OUT FROM MY SIGHT.

GET A LIFE.

人的耐性是有限的

是你把我逼到忍无可忍

不要把对你的好当作理所当然

我们没有欠你

请自我反省

谢谢

Lost

不确定是否只是习惯

不确定该死的回忆还在不在

不确定自己的心住着谁

不想自己受伤害

就无意的伤害你

我不知道

伤痕好像隐隐痛着

只因他

那个把我扔下如今却又回过头的他

先走的人凭什么要求重新开始

逃避根本无济于事

说他残忍

但这样的我对你

一样自私过分

I feel so lost.

sorry.

I din't reply.

Updated!

Coming back from KL and Genting, my wallet is getting thinner and thinner!

Things I have bought there:

• 2 pairs of shoes
• 1 jeans
• 1 shorts
• 1 soft toy
• 3 dresses
• 6 clothes
• watch & accessories

And I went for Ah mei's amit concert in Genting! :D Her vocal is really nice. Her fans are very feng kuang! Overall, that was a very high and successful concert. AWESOME :D

XPERIA 10 (White)

Yea. That's my new phone!

A stupid and slow girl like me shouldn't use this.

That's quite expensive i think.

Thankiewww banyak banyak to my dad!

and i rmb somebody get the same phone but somehow cnt recall who izzit

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and, I am going to Vietnam!

Hope that we can have a safe and happy trip :)

8 A's please ._.