Frozen moment.

The only promise she ever believes.

如果對於明天沒有要求
牽牽手就像旅遊
成千上萬個門口
總有一個人要先走

懷抱既然不能逗留
何不在離開的時候
一邊享受　一邊淚流

十年之前
我不認識你　你不屬於我
我們還是一樣
陪在一個陌生人左右
走過漸漸熟悉的街頭
十年之後
我們是朋友　還可以問候
只是那種溫柔
再也找不到擁抱的理由
情人最後難免淪為朋友

直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼淚
不是為你而流
也為別人而流

Hold with extra care.

We take a long time to blow the bubbles out.

They 're simple and nice.

But too often we lost control and they break.

With trust comes a lot, but when it leaves, it takes much more with it.

"Ignorance leaves the heart open, trust leads it to a path to be broken" Every relationship is bound to fall apart when you start keeping things to yourself. Secrets don't destroy anything but suspicion does.

Trust is a fragile thing. It is like a broken mirror. You can put it back together, but you can still see the cracks.Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom but once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we’re closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned but this is also pathetic.

Everytime I tell somebody about my secret, I 'm well prepapred to afford the consequence of the spreading of my secret, even he is the person I trust the most. It's a greater compliment when you 're told to be trusted than to be loved. Too often, we build up hopes on those who most probably let us down. We always know that, but we never stop hoping. Then moment you feel hurt by someone, that means he is really important to you. Even though he breaks your trust and hope over and over again, with flooding apologizes that you know perfectly clear that they 're only excuses, you still believe that he or she'll be a better one.

Yes, sometime I do feel tired of trusting and expecting of some things or sombody that might or already disappoint me, but I guess I wouldn't stop trusting even I scream that I would. Most of the time, I trust a person deeply like mostly forever once I open up to him or her, even if some bad comments on him or her spreading.

I guard up in my way of treating them, but I trust them in my heart, instead. I don't know why.

My uncle's superman!

First of all, mr chai, don't be too moved when you read this. I know I'm very good but this is because i couldn't join you all just now cause my dad didn't allow me due to my stupid fever and, i haven't given you card and present yet Sorry XD

Okay let's talk about my first impression on you, my gawd why this guy so fair and, so talkative? Hahahha. Anyway, we only get to know each other closer in 3 cerdas i guess? especially when you and lynette tried to keep something from me last year. Chehhhhh. Haha. We used to sit next to each other during exam right right right! And the spongebob your drew during my chinese paper, uhmn uhmn I 'll try to find it out.

Failed spongebob? XD

3 cerdas! :D
p/s: I miss the sotong ball

Form 4! we're in different class but why lah you snatch my aunt's darling?! tsk tsk. kinda complicated. Haha. Thanks for the stickers! Super paper duper like. I 'm very happy everytime you tell us joke in physics class because I love jokes! :D And I know your only love your superwoman but please love your pens more, they jump down from your desk every friday!

Hi super movie star.

Before I end my speech,

Happy sweet 16th aunty!

All the best in everything :)
Don't always look at mirror lah. We know you love yourself a lot.

You 're so shuai when you're dancing, especially when your yellow bangle 'flew' away XD

Hahaha no lah you really dance well!

My wish is to grow taller than you. Hahahahhaha

Code Se7en rocks! :D

We're happy family! Wee~

Stay sweet sweet with my uncle, kill you if you bully her!

Superman with superwoman, happily ever after :)

Niece;

:)

Love me, or leave me.

Actually we're all hypocrite in some way.

• Sometime I don't speak something I 've known out because I promised not to, so I 've to keep mum and pretend to know nothing.




• Sometime I give advice, once, twice, umpteen but nobody listens. So I stop giving, because I know they wouldn't listen.




• Sometime I dislike someone but definitely, I wouldn't treat him rudely. But, I wouldn't act to be close with him. So whenever I find out some people who treat me nice actually badmouth behind me, oh yeah oscar award?




• I help people, be friend with them, chat with them. Because we 're friendly to each other, we like each other as friends, not because of I want to be popular or don't want anyone to dislike me.




• If I dislike him, I won't be close with him. If people act to be close with me yet they actually hate me, I don't give a damn.




• ''If your friend is also one of them?" "My true friends in my heart, I believe they wouldn't. Those who're, they don't even take me as friends.''

It's impossible to be loved by the world, even a kind girl like Cinderella hated by her evil step-mum and step-sis.
So just be who you want to be, instead of be someone who just want to please the world.

Stick to your rule.

It's okay to have my haters in this world, but my life is still great.
Cause I have them ♥

but,
there is an exception for someone

Jiayou for us :)

Had a heart-to-heart talk.

I wouldn't tell someone even a single thing if I don't trust him.

We shouldn't judge anything without knowing the story behinds it.

You love her lots, deeply. I bet she does too.

It's just people ought to have different views and tend to take things for granted.

You miss, you love, but you stop yourself. This is the only way you could protect yourself.

We 're all tired.

I wouldn't blame you for being one of them before, I know many of them still do.

I rather to be misundertood by the others, if he could believe me.

And when I couldn't control myself to shed a single drop of tear in front of someone, I trust him.

Reminiscing;

exhausted.

Questions.

I lost a few alphabets. I don't know if it possible for you to draw them again. I know you wanted to help me. I heard it. Billions and billions of thanks, even though this was a small thingy.

I don't want to put you in a difficult spot but I really feel very bad. I'm not that brave to ask again. I don't understand why. I don't want to think about why without an anwer. Do you feel good in this way? I wonder.

I wanna play Truth ot Dare with you.

I don't care if others understand my question.

but would you tell me why honestly?

I could only be brave if we're playing game.

I need an answer.

Please don't leave me with confusion.

I'm sure, you're reading this.

Wedding dress.

Cause the things I do when I'm on the stage, they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all the female fans and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over it breaks my heart and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot of times in the past but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, I'm left with an imperfect smile

Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you

打过勾的我相信

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音　
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定　
那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心　
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定　
那样真心　
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清　
你是友情还是错过的爱情

The backside.

Truth is:

• Nobody gonna be there for you forever, but they keep a place for you in their heart.



• Nobody is tired of loving, but tired of waiting and hurting.



• Nobody makes a decision without a reason, it's just they're unwilling to admit the presence of the reason.



• Nobody gonna be dead without anyone in their life, but one part of the both of you gonna be dead.

Yesididfeelthatmycheekisgettingwetandirealisedwhat'drolleddown.idon'tfeelgoodinthiswaybutiknowwe'venoideaofmakingeverythingasusual.imtoostupidthatishouldvesenseitlongtimeago.hurtingeachotherunintentionallyandwe'renotoutofchoicebutwe'reafraidofsomethingelsethatnobodygonnaknows.Thisisawilfulwishbutireallyneedtotalktoyoulikehowweusedto.Causemymindnowisinamessandijustwanteverythingbackstousaul.we'vetriedourbesttopretendbutwesensesomethingwhenwesayordidsomething,sometimes.andthat'sthereasonwhysometinyfragilethingyrolleddown.imnotsad.

Peace.

I 'm thinking of my dream house. It gonna be europe style. Simple and nice. Painted with my favourite colours.

Light purple and creamy for my bedroom, creamy for living room, creamy and baby pink for bakery stove, baby blue and white for study room, white and purple for piano room, creamy for painting room, a creamy empty room for yoga and dance, a huge wall for me to paint, a huge wall with star, rainbow and sunshine pictures.

A little cute puppy. we 'll accompany each other to sleep.

A swing beside my house. I love the wind.



A wall for me to paste photos.

A room full with my favourite books.

A bed like this. I need lights to fall asleep.

A stove for me to bake cakes, breads and cookies.

An empty room for me to dance and do yoga.

A room for me to draw and paint.

A simple and nice piano room, full with all sheets.


I want to live alone.

Somewhere near to my parents' house.
.

Smile.

I'm very happy today. You know why?

1. I didn't get my biology paper.


2. I get my first 70 for my bm in form four.


3. I'm going to watch The Smurfs tomorrow.


4. It was my mum's birthday yesterday.


5. My lunch- 2 and a half bowl of yam rice, my favourie steam fish which I don't know the name, steam prawn, steam egg, steam tofu, ABC soup, each slice of green tea and choco cake from Bread Talk, honey lemon drinks, sushi.


6. My dinner-each plate of pasta and baked rice, hot chocolate with marshmallow, 1 portugis egg tart, 1 milky puff, lots of mooncakes, strawberries.


7. Finally I do feel tired.


8. My mum bought me lots of my favourite snacks and foods.


9. I'm planning of my supper. heehee


10. I didn't think of some confusings toubles today.


11. Mo qi.

Wee.

Do you understand me?

Today is Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday. The day after tomorrow is Tuesday.

1. I care for my marks because I can know my standard.



2. I don't judge anyone, either nice or bad, before I understand them better.



3. I don't lower my expectation to myself just to make myself happier.



4. I aim for higher, I don't care if I'm making my life harder.



5. I don't need a promise. I don't promise.



6. I don't ask for things that I don't deserve for it.



7. I don't judge anyone based on others' comments.



8. I do have secrets that might make myself vexed sometime, but I rather to keep them.



9. I believe one once I believe one.



10. I believe that everyone is kind, at least some of them was.



11. I regret for some of my decisions, but I would do the same things too even though if time could travel back.



12. I can be very happy just because of a small action, if I care the person.



13. I don't show how touched I'm.



14. I believe Karma.



15. I believe people go for good looking boys or girls at first, but inner beauty is what i care the most.



16. I know perfectly clear that some people are mean, rumours might hurt me but I 'll be fine everytime.



17. I have sixth sense and it is accurate everytime, somehow I don't wish it is, for this time.



18. I know you care, but they don't understand.



19. I don't hide my weak times in front of certain people.



20. You say i'm cruel to myself and this make you always worry about me. I don't know but I always force myself.

Memories.

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

Shen jing bing.

Him: Your hair.
Me : Shut up.
Him: Hoih. It's nice lah.
Me : Really? *Touched*
Him: Temporary?
Me : Of course.
Him : You should do this!
Me: Okay. let me think first. haha
Him: I 'll ask the J.Co to shift from jusco.
Me : I'll slap you. I saw you!
Him: Where???
Me : xxxx x xxx, xxxxxxx x. Don't kill me please.
Him: I know right everyone x-ray me XD
Me : Eiyer you got bulimia?
Him : Yes. I always enjoy vomiting :D

Reality.

''... but it's pointless now. I know how much this relationship is worth to you..."

"..I hope you know what you're saying now. If you really know how much it worth to me, you won't say you know..."

It's funny to see two loved people hurting each other. I don't know what to do or to say. My mind is in a mess now. The only thing that I'm sure is, I love you and I care about you, but you don't really know even you say you do.

Space.

I don't get it. I don't understand at all.