I'm sorry.
Treat her nice.

Vacation.

Flight at 11:20pm. 12 hours. Okay, time difference is 6 hours slower than here's. This is a torment for a person who has insomnia. For example, me T.T Snowing. Under 0 degree celsius. Okay, I scare of cold weather.
List:

1. Long john.



2. Sweater.



3. Cardigan.



4. Coat.



5. Socks.



6. Gloves.



7. Knitted hat.



8. Scarf.



9. Ear muff.



10. Chemical warmer.



11. Lip balm.



12. Moisturisers.



13. Shampoo.



14. Sunblock.



15. Shades.



16. Contact lens.



17. Jeans.



18. Charger. LLS, where's my second charger? haha



19. Thermos.



20. Umbrella.



21. Camera.

They're super important to me.

• Thermal wear, else I'll be frozen.



• Ointment, else I'll vomit.



• Little piglet soft toy, else I can't sleep even though I can survive without sleeping. Lol



• Ipad. Ipod. Phone. Novel. Earphones. Else I'll be super bored.



• Diary. Shhh



• Belt, else my jeans will be loose to drop. Lol

Three most important things.

• Little torchlight, I'm super scared of darkness.



• Sweets, else I'll faint. Hahhaha



• Medicines, else I'll die. Lol

Travelling always helps me lots, in solving something.

Decision.

I miss your tan skin

Your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arm that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

.

休息是为了走更长的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因为你 我一直漫步
想要跟你一起走到最后
但我遗失了地图

谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福

339th.

I know. I know. I know.

But I'm not that strong as you think.

Love seem to be fragile to me, always.

I don't know why,

I miss you lots today.
Time is flying and none of us could do anything.

Smile.

Things that you like;

Parents are like that.

Arguements whenever I gonna hang out with friends or talk about topic related to study.

Depressed. Upset.

Anyway, we'll be okay again after that.

It's like daily routine.

Cheer up girl!

You know who you're :)

loves;

Happybirthdayxyn.

Happy sweet sixteenth to my aunt, xyn! :) Hope that you enjoyed yourself today. I will get you another present soon. I think you gonna like it. Heehee. We sang like insane in Neway. We didn't get to listen to xyn's solo, but kw was really sudden. He was sooo insane. Hahaha. I think the manager of Neway was so disappointed cause xyn was away when he thought to suprise her with the birthday cake for two times. Haha. I only tooke a little of the food I ordered and yeah, it's wasted. I don't know why but I just don't get hungry recently and only manage to eat very little. Sigh. After that we went to Papa Rich for Birthday song and cake? Haha. My cuppocino. Nice :)

The only picture I took.

Her birthday cake :)

We went to MPH after that. I bought 3 books in Popular again. I'm so happy. Hahaha. Ohya, I met my 6G classmates!

Once again,

Happy birthday Xin Yun! :D

Stay cheerful and cute.

Come my house for baking XD

Do always play wu gui with me. Hiak hiak hiak

All the best for everything :)

Mood swing.

''You can love a person and still hate the decisions they've made, can't you?”

I won't scold.

I won't slap.

I won't fight.

When I get angry, I 'll just leave.

Just a sight of you makes me puke.

Keep the distance.

Happy holiday.

It's holiday. Absent for the last two days, I gonna miss 4 Bistari, I guess.

There're a lot of things to do. I love to pack myself with hectic schedule. I love to be a workacholic. It's great to hang out with good friends and my cousins, watch tv with my parents, chat throughout the night with my brother or do some decorations with my aunt. Yet, I prefer to stay in my room alone sometime. To clear my minds up; To do my own things; To keep myself from anybody and etc.

Finished two books within one week. See? The charm of Jodi Picoult. Haha. I wanna do lots of things. Lots.

• Do homework.



• Do revision.



• Do preparation for form 5. sigh



• Tidy my room.



• Pack for luggage.



• Shopping.



• Reading.



• Yoga yoga yoga.



• Red box.



• Movie marathon.



• Non-stop eating.



• Buy gifts.



• Baking.



• Travel.

Yes. Keeping yourself busy is a wise choice to keep yourself from troubles.

If you know that you could never get it,

let go.

Dilemma.

The feeling when you start to be doubtful toward somebody whom you always trust and never suspected before.

Yes, kind of lost.

Clearance.

I love seashells.

I love to put a seashell near to my ear.

I love the sound. It's like strolling along the seaside.

Good luck! :)

Tomorrow is the first day of SPM. I'm sure every candidate is nervous. All the best :) Okay, special case.

Hi. I know right I seldom type in chinese except for lyrics. Okay now I type for you. Haha.比起你我一点都不幼稚。不要这么压力，我知道你也很喜欢读书。那就趁这几个星期好好的读一读吧！你还是很聪明，没礼貌的病人。(那个苹果我们都吃不到) 上次反悔了，这这次好像不可能再反悔。我不会哭，放心。因为上次已经哭完了。哈哈。你如果敢忘记我，你就死定了。加油！固执的天才！我很好。不要担心。

Hi. You really changed a lot. I prefer the cheerful boy you used to be. Anyway, thanks for cheer me up whenever I 'm down! Heehee. I know I always laugh at you but I know you won't mind too. hiak hiak. All the best okay! Must jia you. I know you can do it. Gonna miss you all damn a lot. Good luck :D

The last one. Aiyo I don't know what to say. Cause I write it somewhere else. Wahahahah. All the best. Must be careful when you're reading the question and hightlight it if you want. Jiayou okay. Banana. hehe

Good luck for all the SPM candidates. May god bless you all! :)

成长的日子

幼儿园；
名副其实，幼稚。

小学；
笔画简单的两个字，但却有着很深的意义。徘徊在教育了我六年的校园里，无限回忆涌现。很庆幸，感动的，身边的人已陪伴了我十年。有谁能有这般的幸运？不是知己，是姐妹。学习的日子，比赛的辛苦，玩闹的时光。身份不同，无奈也自然没人懂。但那些日子，依然美好。众所皆知不是不好，只是无法拥有同年龄孩子们应有的平凡与自由。得奖很光荣，失败是不被允许的。不为自己，也为了他。很拼，所以没跌倒。不是好胜，是因为他。台上十分钟，台下六年工。六年，累了。往后，也不想参加任何的比赛。小学，对很多人来说，是童年的回忆。对我而言，不仅如此，也是他辛苦保护的。

国中；
本以为能平平凡凡，但不全然。肯定的是，成功摆脱比赛的日子。只是当个转校生，生活好像不怎么平静。不会被逗笑，他们拿我没辙。赞美，未必是好事。中一还小，想法简单。太果断。很多事处理得不好，对别人是种伤害，对自己成了遗憾。但那年，很怀念。中二，最不想回去的日子。是场恶梦。中三，很快乐。改变最大的一年，比较开朗，比较懂得与人聊天。很谢谢。也很抱歉。全力以赴的我，却没尽力。好人，我相信永远都是。有些人，只能是朋友。这道理，那年的我，很懂。认识了一些人，默默付出的人。我，应该多放点信任。

高中；
学业，比以前还拼。只为了自己的理想。缺席一个月半，每天抽两次血，打两次针，躺在病床上读书。真是难得的经验。健康才是王道。没品的人，为他们生气是很笨的。朋友不用多。真心的，即使一个也很够。有个人为你操心开心，即使相处过程再辛苦，也要好好珍惜。有些距离，远远，朦朦的，才是完美。多一步，少一步，会后悔莫及。让你们担心，对不起。

未来；
还很长很远。既然是个未知数，就要勇敢。害怕而放弃，很笨。明年，为了梦想，加一亿倍努力。不像以前那么安静沉默悲观自闭，现在偶尔疯癫任性发疯也不错。从小笑点高到现在有时会傻笑，谢谢一个人。不变的是，还是喜欢安静，喜欢果断，不善于表达，讨厌吵杂，不喜欢肉麻，不再那么迟钝，不爱拖拖拉拉，不太热爱热闹，不喜欢被讨论。对某些事物依然固执，理性还是大过感性。是困扰还是优点，没人懂。很多答案，依然无解。好奇，却也不想懂。因为，不想现在的生活有改变。还是冷静，只是无法那么的果断。因为失去过，害怕自己又亲手照成遗憾。

对不起；谢谢。回忆回不去，却最美。最想回去的，还是那年。但，也只能用想的。

white lies vs cruel truth.

I admit that that was a very small matter but somehow I just can't stand it.

Good intention. Yes. I know. I always know.

And this is also the reason that causes or caused arguements, I guess.

Yes, nobody could understand.

I think I seldom, uhmn like picking on something that other girls usually do.

I don't mind about a lot of things but there 're still some little thingy that annoy me.

White lies? A big N-O-NO.

If you really understand me, yes, I prefer cruel truth.

Even it was a small matter.

I was really fed up.