First.

12 something. Fell asleep. Around 1am. Woke up until now, 6:32am. Why? Despicable nightmare and insomnia. I'm numb.

The first time in my life I text somebody 5 messages within 2 hours and 1 call, without any reply and answer. This is not me, so wrong. A girl, who lazy to reply message.

These days, I didn't say, because I know he's not around. Today, I decide to call and text, even I know, most probably, there is no response. But I did, because I need him. And now I know, it's not most probably, it's definitely.

Thanks friend, you spent a night with a troublesome girl again.