A wordy post.

Insomnia again. Just read some people's blogs. It was a long time ago I last view it. And I realise, I'm actually quite lucky and blissful, in certain aspects. People tend to be emo in their blogs, they sound so depressed like seriously. This reminds me, when I was one of them before too. Love hurts sometimes and it never last, but the impact could last forever. I could see that in their posts and, my posts.

Sometimes, I do wonder. Frankly, I still don't believe in forever. The only thing that is real in fairy tale is that, princess loves the prince, instead of the knight. Yes, people always yearn for what they couldn't get. Me too. I got what people might envy of; People got what I envy of. It's impossible for us to be easily satisfied, but we should at least be contended. Still, saying is always easier than done.

If you feel alone, me too. Cause everytime when I passed by and everytime I'm down, it wasn't like the past. I'm still giving my best attempt to get myself adapt with it well. Cause I don't see many people here. For a few, because I can't. I can't. Why am I being so slow for every situation I'm in, like forever? I hate this. If I know, I won't. If? I just need a friend. A normal but best friend. Yet, I 've none. Okay, you guys might wonder what the heck I'm talking about.

I'm not how good or how bad you think. Maybe some of you think I'm, but please, don't ever judge me. I'm not taking things for granted, but I just don't feel the importance of some of these. Cause I need some other things more, for now.

And when you own too much, the feeling of afraid to lose them just crept in.

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