♥

Sometime, I realise I should be a normal girlfriend. Should I? It's sweet to have somebody to talk until you fall asleep, when insomnia comes. It's sweet to know that somebody stays awake till late in night just because of he scared that you would have nightmare.

You would say he's silly. Yes, he's.
但, 这样的他其实很可爱.

Dreamcatcher.

Maybe I should get one.

If this really works.

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹 看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风 一个人 习惯一个人

Precious moment.

26122011. Few more days to 2012, another very new year. It gonna be full of posts related to 2011, until it ends. Let's, flash back.

Iu :) June.

Primary school. November.

 September. Loves;

Gathering. October :)

Shan dian xia! July :)

Farewell. September :)

Beijing trip. March & June.

Spent my whole night to do this. March :)

Idk why the colour becomes so cacat -.- March. Loves;

Ily.

Friendship forever. January:)

27062011. Thanks.

Snowing. Turkey. December :)

First.

12 something. Fell asleep. Around 1am. Woke up until now, 6:32am. Why? Despicable nightmare and insomnia. I'm numb.

The first time in my life I text somebody 5 messages within 2 hours and 1 call, without any reply and answer. This is not me, so wrong. A girl, who lazy to reply message.

These days, I didn't say, because I know he's not around. Today, I decide to call and text, even I know, most probably, there is no response. But I did, because I need him. And now I know, it's not most probably, it's definitely.

Thanks friend, you spent a night with a troublesome girl again.

PARTY ROCKKK!

Merry christmas world! :D Oh well, I guess I'm the only person who're blogging on a party. Hehe. Cause I'm not feeling well since yesterday. Ishh. All I can hear is SHOUTING. My dear cousins, please care for my mood okay T.T I wonder when 're you all gonna sleep but I'm sure my heartless cousins and friends won't let me sleep today ._.

After party; Still so high uhhh :D

You all very nice hor. I'm resting upstair and you all shout downstair. Chehh

I can't live without cappuccino. The cake is yummy! Don't envy ya. Hee. The only pic for food. Lol

Please don't be scare when you see the pic below. A siao za bor who stomach aching and super envy her forever shouting cousins downstair.

Louis: What 're you doing my dearrrrrrrr?

Me: Yer you're very disgusting leh. wuekk

Eugenne: Great mind think alike. hahahhahah

Me: Go shouting lah. Don't disturb me. blek

Loius: I'm not disturbing you okay!

Eugenne: We're just showing off. we 're healthy man! WAHAHA

Me: Go die lah you -.-

Anyway, merry chirtsmas to my dearest brother, mummy, aunt, daddy, grandma, louis, eugenne, leona, chris, joseph, sis lynette, ''jerry'', bull, da tou, pak abu, edlyn, crystal, li jun, kc my son, kuan ge, chao nv, xyn, felinda, li yu and everyeveryeverybody! :D

Merry christmas, mr crab :)

Loves;

You ruin my mood, as usual. Please don't shout like insane or throw your worst temper of the world on me, today. I wanna go kl and shopping. I'm in a good mood and I respect you. Thet's why I say nothing but, if you continue your unreasonable attitude, shut up. Respect again? You DON'T WORTH it.

Last straw.

Back from Turkey. It's a nice place, very different from other Islam countries. The culture is more similar to Europe side. Gonna upload some pictures soon, but I'm just too lazy. Haha.

Jet lag. Insomnia. I didn't even get to take a short nap on the flight around 12 hours. I can only sleep around 4 am and then wake up around 8am recently. If I slept around 2am, I would have nightmare and then stay awake till the next day. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I remember that there was a time, nightmares haunted me almost everyday. Seriously, I don't want to go back to that time. Saying is always easier than done. That's all I can say. You always say you're here with me. Yes, I know and I'm not blaming you for sure. You're always here all the time. It's just, whenever I feel scared, you're not here. You're not here when I need somebody the most. You do appear, but before or after the moment that I 'm scared, the most. I know this isn't your fault.

It's him. Why. Please teach me how to stay alone in fear and dark. I'm already numb. My hope disappoints me, not you.

You're nice, it's just I'm hoping for too much. Sorry.

Random.

I love this type of colthes and I admit I have quite a number of them. I don't always wear them but I love them lots. I wanna go shopping. KL wait for me okay. Heehee. Ohya, singapore don't miss me. I'm coming soon.
 AND THEN,

BANKRUPT

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